As a general rule, I don’t take medicine unless I absolutely have to. I’ve never been one to swallow an aspirin at the first sign of a fever. I don’t seek out antibiotics at the onset of the sniffles. And until recently, I lived by a slogan my high school athletic coach used to say any time students struggled with pain or aching muscles: “Mind over matter.”
But my breast cancer diagnosis in July 2019 taught me that this isn’t necessarily the best policy. Doctors prescribe medications for a good reason. They are designed to help you and make you feel better. I’ve needed five different medications to manage the side effects of my breast cancer treatment. Making peace with that has been the hardest part of my experience.
My breast cancer treatment side effects
The side effects of my breast cancer treatment have been really challenging.
Taxol, a chemotherapy drug I received for about seven months, caused hair loss, mouth sores and fingernail discoloration. It also caused severe nausea, muscle cramps in my calves and shoulders, and abdominal pain so bad it felt like I was in labor.
For the first couple of days after each infusion, I’d start having stomach spasms right after breakfast. Sometimes, they’d last until 5 p.m. The second day was usually the worst. It felt like little piranhas were eating me from the inside out, so I started calling it “Piranha Tuesday.”
I didn’t realize I was also developing neuropathy, either, until my fingers and toes hurt so bad it was hard for me to grab some things or wear shoes. It dried out my body, too, so I developed rashes on my hands and ankles, rectal bleeding, and so many nosebleeds a day that I eventually stopped counting them.
Herceptin, an antibody therapy I’m still on, causes night sweats and chills, which make it difficult to sleep.
The medications that helped me with side effects
Fortunately, there are medications that could help me manage all of those side effects. I use about five right now, including a cream for the rashes on my hands and ankles. I also take a muscle relaxer called dicyclomine for cramps and a drug called tramadol for pain.
Due to a heart condition, I’m very limited in what I can take for nausea, but a medication called prochlorperazine does help. For the sores, I rinse with a prescription mouthwash four times a day. It contains the antihistamine diphenhydramine and the antacid Maalox.
Learning how and when to use all of those medications correctly was a challenge. But once I accepted that I genuinely needed them and got a system down, they really did help. And they made my treatment — and my life — much more bearable.
Sometimes you just have to take your medicine and trust that it’s gonna be OK. It doesn’t make you weak to need help.
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