January 5, 2009 - the official day I was told that I have breast cancer.  Looking back, I guess I knew something wasn't right when I found the lump and when they did an immediate biopsy with my mammogram and when the doctor's office called to tell me to bring someone with me to my doctors appt on the 5th.  I stayed positive and kept telling myself that it is nothing - just a cyst.  As soon as I saw the doctor's face when she walked into the room I knew that everything was NOT alright.  That half hour is a complete blur to me now but I do remember just feeling in a complete state of shock.  I am 36 years old and I just had two babies - breast cancer is something that older women are supposed to be concerned about.  I am still trying to figure out how to get my baby to sleep through the night.  Cancer, aggressive, lymph nodes positive, surgery, chemotherapy, radiation and then the pa Read More »